Ya! I Love You! [Chapter 9]

I felt dizzy today. I think I need extra time to sleep well since I almost went home late last night. I yawned, seeing the blank white page and blinked. The spacebar on my laptop called for me to type the assignment.

“Ya, Yun-a! do you want to watch Beast performance today?” Hana bumped me while I was typing my drama script on a corridor chair. Dong woon and Yoseob passed on my mind. My heart hurt when I remembered them; even remembering their names made my heart ache.

“Yoo Min Yun! Are you okay?” she touched my forehead.

“Of course I’m okay,” I released her hand.

“What are you waiting for? Come on!” Hana pulled my hand.

“W-wait!” I turned my laptop off, put on my bag then ran after Hana.

There are many girls shouting for each Beast member. Hana and I tried to sit on first line. Fortunately, there is still a small space for us to sit. Few minutes later, six guys came to the stage with their black suits and started to sing and dance.

“YANG YOSEOB!!” Hana shouted like a rabid fan-girls, she fits with the crowd very well.

Dong Woon saw me while he turned around singing and smiled. He looks cool as usual. I pretend didn’t see him and see other members. I accidentally see Yoseob singing while his eyes catch mine. Our eyes held contact for a few minutes. Why did I felt hurt when I saw his eye on me?

“Ya, what are you thinking about? Did you enjoy the song?” Hana bumped my hand.

“Yeah of course I do. Yoseob oppa! Hwaitiiing!” I shouted clapping my hands as those six guys sing. As I shouted his name, I look at Dong woon instead. I realized it couldn’t be falling love. But .. with whom? My heart and my mind did something different. Why? Why like this? Am I falling in love with both of them? That can’t happen!

“This is the last song. Hope you enjoy it guys!” Jun Hyung shouted from the stage. His words made the audience cheer and clap, including Hana. Beautiful my girl ~ Music starting to play with a heavy beat that vibrates the stadium.

“Hana, I think I have to go. I feeling sick now” I lay my hand over my forehead.

“Are you okay?” Hana held my hand, helping me stand up. My head feels heavy, everything is spinning as if there was earthquake in my head. Then I couldn’t see anymore. Even feeling like emotion and real touch became numbed, it's all dark.

 “Is she okay?” that deep voice was extremely familiar. Is he Dong Woon? I wondered, still couldn’t open my eyes, they were heavy and wouldn't budge.

“Yun-a! Wake up! Don’t scare me!” I know thatvoice’s owner, Hana.

Someone touched my forehead, “maybe she’s sleeping.” That’s Yoseob voice.

I tried to open my eyes, still feeling a bit dizzy. My vision is still blurry, I could make Hana, Yoseob, and Dong Woon's figure. They're standing around me. Sudden confusion blankets my mind. Where am I?

 “Yun-a, gwenchana?(are you okay?)” Yoseob held my hand.

“Yoo Min Yun, drink this. You must be thirsty,” Dong Woon handed me a cup of tea. Yoseob released his hand and helped me sit up. I sipped the hot steaming tea.

“Is it still hot?” Dong Woon asked. I shook my head.

They were smiling at me. Am I dreaming?  Being around by two cool, talented, and cute guys like this made me feel like I found paradise.

Someone opened the door, the person was wheezing, he's trying to catch his breath.

“Woon-a! The lecturer is looking for you in his room!” That’s Gikwang.

“Oh, I'll be there soon!” Dong Woon answered then turned to me.

“Yun-a, I have to go, take care yourself!” Dong Woon ruffled my hair softly.

 “Thank you …” he had already ran out and closed the door before I say thank you properly.

I tried to stand up, but I felt stiff.

“Hey Yun-a! Don’t move, you have to rest for a while!” Yoseob hold me.

 “Ya Yun-a! Don’t lie to me again! You said that you were okay, but see, you faint. And

you know, you made the girls envy you since Dong Woon and Yoseob sunbae jumped from the stage to save you and brought you here” Hana explained while look at Yoseob. He smiled at me. I couldn't believe what I’ve heard. Yoseob and Dong Woon jumped from the stage to save me?  I couldn’t even imagine how they did it.

            “Trust me guys, I’m okay,” I tried to act as okay as I can so that they don’t have to worry about me.“Really?” Hana gave me disbelieving look, tilting her head.

My phone rang, it's from Mr. Park, the manager of mini market where I work in. Hana and Yoseob stare at me, they want to know who calling me.

“Yeoboseyo? (hello?)”

“Yoo Min Yun! Where are you? You know what time is it? I am waiting for you now. Come here!” He yelled at me by the phone.

“Mianhae (I’m sorry), I will be there soon. I’m sorry” I bowed as if Mr. Park was standing in front of me then took my backpack.

“Where are you going? Here, let me take you” Yoseob reached out, holding my hand.

“No thanks. I can handle this by myself. Don’t worry!”

“She always said she could handle everything by herself, but she can't.”

I overheard Hana saying while I walked out. After work, I'm exhausted. Perhaps I need extra rest, but I couldn’t get any because I have so many tasks that are waiting for me to finish.

They smiled at me. Am I dreaming?  Being around by two cool, talented and cute guys like this made me feel like in the paradise. Someone suddenly opened the door, he couldn’t catch his breath well.

“Woon-a! The lecture is looking for you his room!” That’s Gikwang.

“O, will be there soon!” Dong Woon answered turned at me.

“Yun-a, I have to go, take care yourself!” Dong Woon shuffle my hair softly.

 “Thank you …” he had closed the door before I say thankyou.

I tried to stand up since I feel stiff after all.

“Hey Yun-a! Don’t move, you have to take a rest for a while!” Yoseob hold me.

“Yun-a! Don’t lie to me again! You said that you’re okay but see, you faint. And you know, you made the girls envy since Dong Woon and Yoseob sunbae jumped from the stage to save you and brought you here.” Hana explained while look at Yoseob. He smiled at me. I still disbelieve with what I’ve heard. Yoseob and Dong Woon jumped from the stage?  I couldn’t even imagine how they did it.

“Trust me guys, I’m okay,” I tried to be okay as I can so that they don’t have to worry about me.

“Really?” Hana gave me disbelieve sight by tilting her head.

My phone was ringing, from Mr. Park, the manager of mini market where I work in. Hana and Yoseob stare at me as if they want to know who calling me.

“Yeoboseyo? (hello?)”

“Yoo Min Yun! Where are you? You know what time is it? I am waiting for you now. Come here!” He yelled at me by the phone.

“Mianhae (I’m sorry), I will be there soon. I’m sorry” I bowed as if Mr. Park was standing in front of me then took my backpack.

“Where will you go? Let me take you” Yoseob hold my hand.

“No thanks. I can handle this by myself. Don’t worry!”

“She always said she could handle everything by herself while she couldn’t.”

I could hear Hana yelled while I walked out. I feel tired after work. Perhaps I need extra rest but I couldn’t because I have so many tasks that waiting for me to finish it.

Ya! I Love You! [Chapter 8]

Tomorrow has finally come. I fold the coat then put it in my bag. I went to campus early in the morning so that there will not many people watching us. I hated being center of attention since I fell in front of Beast and their fans last time, and people started to gossip and me.

I could hear my steps walking through the corridor. I passed music room, listening to a piano playing. I stopped to listen for a while. I opened the door, someone was wearing black hoodie and he's playing the piano. The music was so wonderful, it makes me imagine beautiful things. He stopped his playing then turned to me.

“Dong Woon,” I hugged my bag closer to me.

“Hi! What brought you here?” He stood, walking to me.

“I .. I am looking for Yoseob. Did you see him?” Dong Woon look at my bag, sighing.

“So, is it true that you’re dating Yoseob?”

“A.. anieo!” I shook my head, look at huge black piano makes Dong Woon look back. He smiled.

“I see, do you want to play piano with me?”

“No thanks. I can’t play” I smirked.

“Ah, come on. I will teach you. It’s easy,” He grabbed my hand made me sat on the piano’s chair. He sat next to me. Our shoulder touched each other, making my heart beat faster. I could even smell Dong Woon’s fresh cologne.

“Follow me,” Dong Woon started touch the piano’s tuts, playing a simple song. I follow him, touching other tuts, but it seems to make the song sound bad. We laughed. Dong Woon touched my hand, controlling me to touch the right tuts. I could feel his warm hand. I felt my heart stop beating when I saw Dong Woon stopped playing and looking at me with his deep brown eyes.

It became more awkward since he kept holding my hand, staring at me.

I couldn’t blink my eyes when I saw Dong Woon approaching me. He smiled, leaning his head toward my face. I could feel his breath traveling down my neck. Gosh! Why my heart beating so fast? I tried to close my eyes and let my face feel his warm breath. His lips softly grazed over mine.

“Hatchiim!” someone sneezed, making Dong Woon release his hand and pull away.

We turned to him then saw Yoseob standing near the door. He stared at us.

He smirked. “Morning!”

Dong Woon turned around. I stood up then bowed. I could feel my cheeks heating up.

“Ya, Yun-a! what are you doing here?” Yoseob said, still smirking and acting as if he didn’t see what happened.

“I – I ..” I took my bag on the floor. “I want to give this back to you.”

“What’s this?” Yoseob opened the bag.

“That’s your coat. I’m sorry, I forgot to give it back” I bowed.

“Ah, I see” He smiled, but it seemed his smile didn't reach his eyes. 

His smirk couldn’t hide the shock in his eyes. Seeing him smile like that made me feel guilty.

“I have to go” I bowed, looked at Dong Woon then left the room awkwardly. People started to come to the campus. I touched my lips, I could feel his gentle soft lips on mine. I still didn’t believe what just happened. How could something like this happen?

Ya! I Love You! [Chapter 7]

Two weeks later …

I walked alone along the corridor. Girls crowd in front of a notice board, it catches my eye. I didn’t really care what happened there, but I was suddenly very curious when I heard Yoseob, Dong Woon, and their  friends mentioned. I walked closer to them and heard what they’re talking about. There is a Beast poster with six guys posing there.

“I think they will a famous boy band soon” a fan-girl nearly screamed.

“Of course, they can both sing and dance very well.” another fan-girl patted her shoulder.

“I heard Dong Woon is the last person who decided to join. You know, I think he is the coolest guy among them,” she pointed Dong Woon’s picture.

“No. I think Yoseob is the best since he has amazing voice and so Gikwang too. Ah, all of them are the best!”

The girls started shouting and gossiping about them as if those six guys were the most famous artist in the whole world. But they’re going to be famous eventually. I walked away from them while their talking still played on repeat in my mind.

I sat on my favorite wood branch under the oak tree, watching people passing by. Leaves skittered past my feet; fall was coming.

“Yun-a!” Hana with some girls came to me.

“What’s happen?” I was surprised, they ran so quickly as though the class was fire.

Hana sat next to me while others stood around me.

“Yoo Min Yun, you looks so cute today and I love your shoes by the way. And look! Your style is awesome!” Hana said excitedly.

“I guess you must want something to flatter me like this,” I raised an eyebrow.

“Hmm..”

“What’s up?”

“Okay, we know that you’re Yoseob and Dong Woon’s friend so we want to ask you something. Would you like to help us?” Hana tilting her face.

“What does it mean?”

“Yun-a, please ask Yoseob oppa to sign these for us,” Hana’s friend begged then gave me paper.

“What?”

“That will be easy for you, right? Thank you Yun-a! You’re my best friend!” Hana hugged me then ran. Her friends followed her, leaving me.

“W-wait!” I sighed seeing the papers on my hand.

I walked along the corridor at Applied Music building looking for Yoseob.

“How could I found him while I don’t know where he is” I grumbled.

I see one room from the open door that fun with colorful red sofas and purple and black painted walls. As soon as I passed one room, there was a gale of laughter. I tried to peek in from little window at the door. There were six guys sitting on the floor, they were chatting to each other. They’re Beast! They were shining with sweat, looks like they practiced hard. My eyes catch Yoseob there and damn! Yoseob saw me too. I quickly ran away. I’m afraid they will think I am a stalker. I slipped on the floor since I stepped my shoelace- again. The papers scattered in around me.

“Yoo Min Yun?” Someone called my name. I turned to him. It’s Yoseob! I took the papers as fast as possible, tied up my shoelace then stood up. I felt my hair was tangled but I didn’t have time to make up why. “Hi!” I greet him awkwardly, blushing.

 “What are you doing there? Please come in!”

I follow Yoseob into the room. All guys stared at me, including Dong Woon. He smiled at me. I felt awkward enough being there for a few minutes since I have to wait for Yoseob who had to sign the papers.

 “Ya, Yang Yoseob! Why don’t you tell us who she is?” Gikwang bumped Yoseob’s shoulder.

“Ah, I’m sorry. Guys, she is Yoo Min Yun.” Yoseob continue signing the papers.

I bowed. All guys nodded while look at me, except Dong Woon. He was checking his phone seems pretend didn’t hear what they said.

“Is she your girlfriend?” Hyunseung teased, sitting next to me. I started to shake my head when suddenly Yoseob said, “Ya! Don’t touch her!” he moved, chased away Hyunseung, then sat next to me. I know he was kidding, but his action made me blush.

 “Aigoo,” all guys teased us, laughing, except Dong Woon-again.

I bowed then left that room after Yoseob gave me the papers. Finally, I can take my breath after being around six guys there. I walked while seeing Yoseob’s sign on the papers. He added some motivational words too, I smiled.

Suddenly my mind replay the moment when I’m with him at podangmacha. I was walking with him, hold his hand, and wore his warm coat. Hey! His coat!  I didn’t give it back yet to him!

I opened my closet, looking for black coat that I hang on.  Where is it? I grabbed a black coat then look it. Ah, how could I forget! Why I put it on after I washed! I mumbled. I think I should give it back tomorrow.

Ya! I Love You! [Chapter 6]

-6-

I open my eyes and stretched my hand. I still sleepy and decided to continue my sleep when I suddenly saw a clock. Oh My God! I’m late! I rushed tidy up my book then ran out from library to auditorium at Applied Music department building. I hope I still have time to watch Dong Woon’s performance. There are so many people standing and shouting. Some of girls even shouting ‘Oppa! Oppa!’ hysterically. I didn’t see anyone on the stage but I could see a big poster write BEAST FIRST DEBUT. Beast?What’s that? Where’s Dong Woon? I wondered

“Bi seu teu! Bi seu teu! Kyaaa they’re so hot!” a girl who standing next to me said to her friends.

“Excusme, may I know what was happen here?” I tried to ask her.

“Pardon me?” she glanced at me.

“What is Beast?”

“What is Beast? You don’t know them?”

“Them? Who?” I asked, curious.

“Yoon Doo-joon, Jang Hyun-seung, Yong Jun-hyung, Yang Yo-seob, Lee Gi-kwang, and Son Dong-woon. They’re Beast! Unfortunately you came late, they performance just over,” she left me when I heard shouting from the crowd. Seems there will something interesting going on.

I follow the crowd and try to stand in front of the line. Lucky for me, I could pass the crowded smoothly and stood in the front. There’s no one passing this way, but people seem impatient waiting for it. I still don’t know what will happen next until I saw Hana was standing in the same line.

 “Hana!” I waved my hands in the air so that Hana could see me.

“Yun-ah!” Hana came to me, “where have you been? I was looking for you all day long.”

“ I-I was….” I didn’t continue my words since people around start to shouting.

Six men walked out from a room while smile and waved their hand to us. Sometimes they bowed and said thank you. “Kyaaaa! Beast! You’re cool!” someone shouted from behind while others shoved. I close my ears because her voice was like a thunder. Really noisy!

I could see Yoseob stood in the middle while Dong Woon stood in corner. I know who they are thanks to the bakery shop. I just know both of them but four others seem cool so far. Gosh! I keep meeting all these cute and cool boys!

“Aigoo! Yoseob oppa is cute! Hey, is he a guy whom we met when the announcement day?” Hana pointed Dong Woon while he waving his hand to other girl.

“Yeah, he is Son Don Woon,” I keep staring at him. His sharp black suit wore him with pride, his confidence just beamed into the crowd. Really perfect.

Someone coincidentally shoved me and I accidentally stepped on my shoelace. I couldn’t keep my balance so I fell down in front of those six guys and everyone watched me. Ouch! I feel very ashamed as I get up.  

“Min Yun,” I hear Yoseob called my name.

 “H-hi,” I greet them, still sat on the floor. Pain shocked my nerves inside my foot, is it broken? Sprained?

Unbelievable that Dong Woon came to me and stuck out his hand to help me. I grabbing on to his arm and got up. I bowed, too flustered to say anything even to say thank you. People started whispering when Dong Woon squatted down then tied my purple shoelace up. I could feel my heart beat so fast. After that, Dong Woon stand up and smile at me. Gosh! I’m pretty sure he could see my red face clearly.

“Thank you,” I bowed and quickly leave that place while people still whispered, watching me. I tried to ignore them since my feet throbbed.

“Yun-a! Wait!” Hana followed me from behind then helped me walk.

I sat on wood branch, put off my sneakers and tried to straighten my feet out.

“Are you okay?” Hana touched my feet gently, careful about not to cause more pain.

“Yeah, I hope so,” I grimaced.

“Hey, what happened at the concert, I would pretend to fainted so that he would give me something like artificial breath,” Hana smirked at me.

 “Stop dreaming!” I bumped her arm then laughed together.

“But you’re a lucky girl Yun-a! Yoseob and Dong Woon know you. And you know, they’ll be famous artists after this since they have so many fans and it's their first debut, while you are their friend!”

“What are you talking about?”

“I mean, I'm proud to be your friend! You know, both Yoseob and Dong Woon are your friends so I could know their cool friends like Lee Gi-kwang such as.” Hana explained excitedly.

calm, smooth winds blew our hair. It’s really fresh air. The sky changed its color to orangey-red. Birds flew away and over hills. I should go back home then tomorrow I go to work.

“Yun-a, are you sure you can go home?” Hana shoved her bicycle.

“Yeah, trust me. Go on!” I still lumbered.

“If my bicycle had extra chair, you could ride on,” Hana sighed.

“No problem, just go on. I could handle this” I stomped my feet so that Hana know I’m okay. But actually it still hurt.

 “If so, take care Yun-a! See you!” Hana ride her bike then gone.

“Bye!” I waved my hand then continued walking.

Walking took so much time. Sooo slow. Why can't I take a cab or something? I sighed.

White Ducati suddenly stopped next to me. It almost crush me.

“Ya! You want to kill me, huh?” I yelled at him. His black helmet covered up his face.

 “I’m sorry,” he said raise his hand. I pouted then left him.

“Yoo Min Yun! I think you need a ride?” He shouted at me when I stepped. I turned my head away to see who called me and couldn't believe what I see. He put his helmet off; it tangled his hair, but that’s what makes him look cool.

“Son Dong Woon !?” I stare at him, my eyes slightly wide.

“Well, you want a ride or not?” He smirked, and gave me his other helmet, this one white.

I put on the helmet and hopped on the back. He started his motorcycle then gas it with high-speed. I was surprised since I didn't hold him and almost fell off. I wrapped my arms around his waist. The wind blew against us, I held him tightly. That was awkward and I could feel my heart beating faster. What feeling is this? Do I...Love him? Over all, I always felt the same thing when I’m with both Yoseob and Dong Woon. How could it be? May I love them both at once then?

 He took me home. I jumped off from the bike then gave him the helmet. He smiled.

“Thanks” I bowed.

“Don’t mention it. Hope your feet get well soon!” that thick voice said. I nodded and trying to be cute after all.

“Ya, may I borrow your cell phone?”

I frowned. However I gave my cell phone to him. He touch my phone and seems he is dialing number but I don’t know what does he do exactly.

“Here, thankyou Yun-a! Take care!” He gave my phone back, started his motorcycle then gone. Weird. I shrugged then come in to my house.

I just closed my eyes when my phone started vibrating. One message received from unknown number. Good night, have a nice dream. I read the text and wondered who the sender is, but I decided to turn the lamp off then sleep.

I woke up because of my phone’s vibration yet again. I got the text from the same unknown number. Good morning! Have a nice day. Don’t forget to tie your shoelace as well ;)

Shoelace? Maybe he is Dong Woon? I wondered while preparing to go to school.