Tuesday, 15 January 2013

That's why my friends called me

F for Fashion
D for Design
N for Non
R for Reguler __________________ put them all together and here we are ! FDNR 12 yeaaaaay ~

there are 29 girls. only girls. yaa you can imagine how 'quite' my class :D
we met first at 3 august 2012 (one day after MPA over). That monday, the first day we become student college. we don't use uniform anymore. I choose to wear my squares motif dress with purple bolero cardigan, jeans, black ribbon headband, snoopy necklace and flat shoes with cute ribbon. and sling black bag. 
Based on the schedule, we had the ethics of communication (read: Etika komunikasi) lesson at 8.00 am .. while we waiting for the lecturer, we introduced ourselves first. I sat on the first line so I introduced my self first. Suddenly, a girl who sat behind me (read: andriani respati ningrum-resti)  said "Hey, you are similar with one of member in JKT48 but I don't know the name." I was suprised to hear that so I just answer her statement with smile. 
"how if I called you aitakatta? aitakatta aitakatta."  
"haha. that's okay. up to you." I smiled.
the lecturer still didn't come yet. I felt there is someone who stare at me. I see her. a girl who sat beside me. she smile and said to resti. 
"I know, she similar with Ayana. Really similar instead I think she was ayana. But is it possible she is school here? hahaha." soon I know the girl's name is Reni.
"I'm not Ayana. haha. besides, Ayana still school at junior high."
"How could you know? I think you're really her twins."
"It doesn't matter. the important thing is our class have one member of JKT48.. yeaay !" said resti.
"Do you mind if we call you Ayana ? Ayana sasa !" Reni add.
"No problem."  
do I have similar face with this girl ?? 

actually many of my friends have said the same thing. before my friends in FDNR said that I look like ayana.  
since that moment I called Ayana. sometimes, my friends forgotten my real name. a bit weird. haha
however. I am me :)

Unfortunately the lecturer didn't come. I don't know . some senior said it's common if the first day there is no lecturer. oh come on ! we really enthusiastic and want to know about learn at college as soon as possible but the lecturer were didn't there... honestly, we were dissapointed for few days because of the uneffective schedule ! 



The Story Begin

Assalamualaikum :)
Hello ! !
First and foremost, I would like to thank my parents an my familly for all the support. I really don't know what I'll be and where I'll be without all their encouragement. So I thankyou with all my heart.

As you know , my name is Khairunnisa . My nick name is Sasa. But  since I enter the class called FDNR, my nick name change become Ayana. The story begin after I passed the MPA (Masa Pengenalan Akademik) at Universitas Negeri Jakarta.

That's right ! I am a freshman .. This year (read : 2012) is the first year I entered the college. UNJ or Univeritas Negeri Jakarta (read : State University of Jakarta) is one of state university in Jakarta. I accepted here through special exam which called Ujian Mandiri Bersama (UMB) and Penmaba (Penerimaan Mahasiswa Baru-UNJ) . Let me tell you first  about my journey to study at university.
It's not easy as you think. I must face many test before I accepted there. Initially, UNJ is not my main purpose. Because my dream is become a doctor. I really inspired with my aunt and my sister who become a great doctor. Beside, I want to make my grandfather proud of me.
So, when the first gate to go to state university was open (read: SNMPTN) I choose med school at UNPAD and Sriwijaya. I want choose University of Indonesia but I know it's to high for me. aaah yellow jacket :" so I really hope I can accepted in UNPAD.. I love its almamater color, dongker blue, that's cool !

7th July 2012
Killua birthday !! what a coindence.. the date when the announcement of SNMPTN published !
Unfortunantely, I failed (that was my first failed after I struggle and studyhard to reach my dream). Sad, of course. But I more thankful to Allah because I still have chance to follow SNMPTN 2012 better than last year :) it was great experience !
"I'm sorry mom, dad, my aunt, my sister, my family.. I failed in the first exam. I really sorry."
"Happy birthday Killua. I really wanna hug you." ;(

My chemistry teacher have said "There are many doors to reach your goals. If the first door can't be open, you can try the other doors. The point is, the key is on your hand. Don't ever give up. Trust me, you'll get your best."
you know, the day after 7 July there is another exam. this exam only for student who want to enter University of Indonesia (read: SIMAK UI). of course my first choice was Faculty of medicine. better to try than just stay. because I am not a yellow streak. try first and you'll know even you can take some lesson there. The result for this exam : Failed .

almost hopeless.. there was still two chance. 1. UMB (Ujian Mandiri Bersama) 2. Penmaba (for UNJ only)
there is no faculty of medicine in UNJ. hehe
in UMB I still can choose the faculty of medicine, so I choose University of Dipenogoro one. For the second choice, I choose fashion design at UNJ. sounds weird.. from medicine to fashion. yaa I just follow my heart and my family's reccomendation so far. Fashion design is not bad I think. Beside, when I was child, I like art.   in fashion we can make our own shop like boutique, or anything . become entrepeneur or fashion stylist oon magazine so I can meet my idol . hahaha.. who knows ?
Honestly my head is almost exploded with all exam and anything about test and lesson. I need a holidaaaay :( but I must wait until this last announcement published.......
and , alhamdulillah !!  finally I read my name on the announcement. after all this :"
Khairunnisa-Tata Busana Universitas Negeri Jakarta
Maybe this is the best for me. This is my choice so I'll take it.

Here I go ....
The cost for entered my college (special for my faculty. read: faculty of engineering) is about : 4.550.000 / semester . there is no additional cost after that.
Tata Busana is a courses of study (program studi) while the majoring is Ilmu Kesejahteraan Keluarga and the faculty is faculty of engineering.

Let me explain, in UNJ there is two system or classification student : reguler and non reguler.
reguler is for student accepted by SNMPTN while non reguler is for student who accepted by UMB either Penmaba. Until now I can't find what the specific different between reguler student and nonreguler student is. I just see the obvious differences is on the payment. reguler student need about 4.000.000 ( I don't know how much exactly). is the different only in payment and class ? I still don't know.
however, thanksGod . finally I can study at university. I really thanks :')

After more or less seven days .. through the days of MPA. MPA is another term from OSPEK. in UNJ we call it MPA. don't worry be happy, MPA is not scary like what we often heard from whoever. just go on and enjoy the moment. we can make friends there. but yaaa tired of course.
However, the schedule of MPA was not everyday. It can take one day to rest and the next day to do the activity. new friends, new experience !
If I have time I'll share my experience during MPA later :)


Sincerely,

Khairunnisa

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